Devil on my back

I don't know why
I don't know how
Reasons just overflowing
Happiness never prevailing
Truth hidden behind closed doors
Revealed at last

Never knowing why they don't listen
My patience is starting to thin
Feeling like the devil is on my back
Whispering in my ear,
"obviously you're not worth it."

Feelings becoming so deep
In this hell of I planet
I struggle to find peace
Peace be with me now
God don't fail me now

Get this devil off my back

Cold, Aching Heart

Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.... 

All the hate and all the lies....

Wishing there was some demise to all your problems....

The life you'd never lead...

The hopes you'll never have...

The dreams never to be saw...

Why, oh, why...

Why did the love end so soon?

Why did this hate set in?

Why did my hopes and dreams die...

Along with these hopes and dreams...

My soul slowly withers into this endless emptiness...

To all the heartless souls...

I will be the next to join....

I feel your pain...

I hear your cries...

I live through this empty life...

This life I'll never live....

These hopes I'll never have....

The dreams I'll never see...

Why God..

Why have you forsaken me?

Why am I the lost person under a rock?

Why does this ticking never stop?...

Why did you forget your child?

Why did you leave me here to die?

Why did you give me this broken heart?

Was it fate?

Was it hate?

Was it because I forgot how to pray?

Was it because I never got to see Your face?

I live this empty life...

I live to serve you....

I sing your praises day after day...

Why can't you help this cold, aching heart?

Inside This Aching Heart

Day by Day we grow apart
I feel this aching inside my heart
I sit and stare
I know there is nothing there

Holding onto what I have left
Reaching through the very depth
Memories fading away from me here
Shedding what I hope will be the last tear

Looking through tearing eyes
Seeing through all those lies
Wishing and praying you the best
I will put my heart to rest

This aching has to end
My feelings need to blend

I know deep in my heart
That things never last
We have to know how to make it alone

I am inlove with you

I stop and stare at the sky
Hoping I will never die
Looking around this earth
After all it's the place of my birth

Singing and dancing and having fun
Sitting there ready to run
When I see you I smile

You think we are different
But the truth is we are one in the same
We both have our faults and weaknesses
But together we will work through them

Together we will be
You and I will be forever you'll see
There is one thing I know for sure
I am inlove with you

Did you ever care?

Why say, I love you when you never cared?
Why sit there and say you're sorry?
You broke my heart and you know it
Saying you're sorry isn't enough

When the going gets tough
I look to you for your guiding hand
Sometimes I can never find it
Why is that?

You say you're always with us
But I can't find you
The ticking of the clock drives me mad
I sit there and wonder why I am the one sad

Did you mean it when you said, "Go Away"
I wish for another life I can not have
This life drags on and on

Waking up to see you're alive
Wanting the spirits to eat your soul
Why do I wait and wait?
Should I take care of this myself?

No..No..No... It's not worth it
Being alive is much more important
Living with a broken heart is hard
But some how I will cope

Broken

Here is a poem for the Broken Hearted.

"Broken"

My heart feels like it is pierced
Why did you do this to me?
All the hello's and goodbye's
Did you mean it when you said I should die?

Have you ever stood there in the crowd
Wishing you could somehow be found
The days drag on and on
You don't think you have the strength to go on

Living in this daily Hell
You wish you could somehow be saved
Hearing the ticking of the clock
You wonder how long till you will hear the last tick

The clock goes tick... tick... tick
You hear that final tick...
Once that final tick is gone
You wonder what your life turned into

Now you sit there looking down at all the people you loved
You notice one face is missing
It makes you wonder
When they said, "I love you"
Did they really mean it?